I love you and can't wait to see you on Friday.

this is fact not fiction

The past couple days have been really awesome! I'm pretty sure we did absolutely everything that I could have wanted to do. It was excellent. Thank you so much.

I'm pretty sure I drove home at like 9434834 km/hr...I got home by 7:40. That was nice because it meant I got to shower and stuff...I wish I could have shaved though, I probably look a lot more scary to little children when I'm unshaven. But you know.

I'm so glad that we got to talk, I feel more relieved/right than I have in a really long time. And I don't think I'm scared anymore. And I fo' sho' don't feel alone.

I hope you have an excellent couple of days!

Ugh. SO MUCH LOVE.

Thank you for being in my life.

our love is dead strong but without limits,
like the surface of the moon,
or the land between here and the mountains


!!!!

or evennnnnnnnnn maybe

our love is real
it is not
just in novels or the movies
it is fact
and it is standing here right in front of you

Yours is the first face that I saw.

top 10 things i miss when she is away

1. kisses
2. cuddles
3. talking
4. adventures
5. lovings
7. sleeping
8. walks to work
9. long stories
10. dreams

and each morning she wakes with a dream to describe, something lovely that bloomed in her beautiful mind

I am so so so lucky to have you.

I could make it through anything with you with me.

and!

-PLAY GO FISH
- get high and play go fish!

that is all for now.

My list:

- get punched (or be punched)
- share pitas
- share a bed
- watch one another while they sleep
- steal kisses in public (or have kisses stolen)
- distract each other from homework
- miss each other
- wake the other one up too early
- trade cell phones to allow for textage!
- steal juice jugs :(
- walk each other places
- make retarded noises together
- take the garbage out together
- cough on each other
- slave each other around
- give epipens to each other
- do laundry for each other
- listen to whatever music the other one wants to listen to
- speed walk places!
- help with homework
- wake up to deal with allergic reactions
- eat delicious meals together yummm
- hold hands in new and innovative ways while walking down the street

my list is longer than yours

We do make rainbows.

Thank you.
I do appreciate it...I really do. It makes me cry to think about how much I appreciate it.

In other news, it is Jacob's birthday tomorrow!

I haven't felt this ashamed of myself in a while.

Yay for not being a person!

tmr <3. says:
i want to tell you, that if our relationshipw as the rest of my life right now, I'd be as happy as I could everw ish for

:D

Taking psychology classes makes me psychoanalyze everything/everyone.

Despite this, I still think my relationship is the most amazing, divine, beautiful thing. And I love her more than I could ever love anything.

That makes me really happy.

I had staff training today, so I left Guelph and my lover to come back to Welland and go to it. I was driving up to Brock when I called a friend who was also attending and she asked me why I hadn't been to the training. Apparently, I had the wrong time because I didn't recieve an email with the updated training schedule. Sweet! This sucks for three reasons:
1) I wanted to work/make money
2) I had to leave her, and now I'm in Welland
3) It reflects badly on me

Sweet!

I love you.

Also, I love sex.

No kidding, yo.

I had a dream that she was lost in a forest that was all wintery, with Lauren and Spencer and people. She called me on the phone but she didn't really have a signal, and I couldn't really understand. Then her phone batteries ran out and they were out there for like, three days. I don't really think she was in danger or anything, it was just that I couldn't talk to her that was upsetting. I'm selfish like that.

Then I woke up at 8:30 thinking that it was at least 10:00 or 11:00. Woo!

I'm going to make a conscious note to do anything I'm scared of doing no matter what, because the harder it is, the more important it is for me to do it. It matters a lot and I used to be able to, so I just need to stop psyching myself out and get over it. I plan to.

I want to take care of her like I used to.

I kind of wish I was in the Mafia. Kind of.